HAPPY 18th birthday mawar.. and i stress the number 18!! hahaha










wo ai ni beech!
thanks for making my life so beautiful =)

Four jobs you’ve had so far:
1) waitress : i worked as a waitress right after my o levels to earn some extra cash and start to be more independant. it was a good experience cos that was when i first understood the value of money. Worked at rasa sentosa,swisshotel,hyatt and worked for a cafe owner named pau whom i think is a total asshole.

2) telemarketer: at ngee ann city tower B 14th floor. dont ever work there! period. although i met a few friendly people.

3) student: was and still am

4) that all. heh

Four movies you could watch over and over: In no particular order:
harold and kumar go to white castle
scary movie 1,2,3
american pie
fight club

Four places you’ve lived:
1)hillview ave: lived there for a long time. childhood memories.. amazing. i loved that house.
2) bukit batok: rented an apartment right before i shifted again.
3) bukit panjang: my current residence. love the area andddd someone to bitch ard with. aka the boyfriend who stays here toooo =DD

ok thats not 4 innit. pffft

Four TV shows you love to watch:
The Apprentice
Next top model
Anything on MTV
tv hits like the nanny/ bewitched on hallmark

Four places you’ve been on holiday:
1) Germany: i simply loved that trip. The huge german sausages with mustard pepper topping, chocolates and more chocolates and not to forget the amazing weather and great looking people.

2) Switzerland: Took a little airplane from germany to switzerland. went to the highest peak in the world. it was so cold because i forgot to wear the right clothes. but the view from the top was marvellous. and we ( family) kept seeing this taiwanese couple. Once on the mountain, once in a jewellery shop and twice in a store where we bought amazing cuckoo clocks. =)

3) England: went to england in 1995. so long ago. i havent seen my cousin vivek in person ever since. only in photos. But Sam came to singapore a year back so got to see how much he changed. I loved Aunty Baby's house, and i remember vivek and me running to the kitchen every night to scoop the delicious cream cake that she made. Oh and i looved her daughter Anita's room. It smelled so heavenly! hahaha

4) Genting Highlands: The three of us went ( my mom, dad and myself). Unfortunately the corkscrew( rollercoaster) was closed due to some technical problems. damn! what a thrill it would have been. trip was kinda boring because i was the only teen there. nevertheless a good experience. =)

Four websites you visit daily:
1) www.queenofpop.blogspot.com
2) www.thefoodpornographer.com
3) www.kennysia.com
4) www.bbc.co.uk

Four must haves everyday:
1) Boyfriend
2) food( MEAT to be exact)
3) handphone( i totally cant survive a day without my phone.)
4) something to do. i get bored very easily. sometimes i give myself manicures and pedicures or just sit in my room and think and think and think......

Four places you’d rather be now:
Im home right now and i think id rather be at home now cos im feeling damn tired having done nothing. im too lazy to get my ass outta the house and its not as if i can anyway! pfffft.No wait.. maybe i would have wanted to be in space blowing up a giant asteriod or something just like how they did in armegeddon.

she was sitting in her room
thinking about her day
it was great but she still wasnt satisfied.
she missed him more than ever
the feeling was unexplainable.

she had said somethings wrong
she didnt mean somethings she said
sometimes the things you say are not those you want to convey

she thought about what she had done for him
and what he had done for her
only she knows whats really going on in her mind.
a big overage of thoughts
that she cant control

I had nothing to do after school yesterday. Raf din come too cos she was feeling sick. So, i headed to mawars house.

It was great!! beyond great!. haha. i loved every minute of it. her nephew is soo cute. and your room is amazinggg!! im so jealous can! dark pink walls, black study table and that fantabulous mirror of yours.. im heading down to ikea this weakend i swear! haha and somebody is turning 18 in a matter of days.. aww.now you can drive me to school everydayy yayyy!
we talked and talked and had reminiscences of our secondary school days. it was nice. we should do it more often once your done with your diploma ei babe. =))

thats all. heh.just a quick update.
misssssssss bf.. argh fuck i hate the damn feeling.

chao

hmm to think of it, ive been blogging for about a year now.. sweet
and noticed i got 300 entries of my life,school,relationships,random rantings and certain issues which i expressed my opinions on.
haha

like who cares yeah
byeee

Sister is going back on thursday.
gonna miss her
her advices
our late night chats up till the hours of the morning
surprise gifts( hehehe)
just her presence as a whole
the home was more lively with her around
now its going to be.. reasonably quiet.

but we're as close as ever.
=)

and finally i got a chance to meet up with mab,muh and naz.sat at coffee bean and talked,laughed. Little time spent cos i had to go back early, but it was great catching up with em. =)

 

not much has been happening this week. schools the usual. met up with bf. and i made him wait for 1 1/2 hours. wasnt intentional.. again so sorry hunny. i will never be late agaaainn.. =DD

ops confirmed to be on the 31st of may. dont know if there will be any changes..anything can crop up in between.

January is coming to an end. lots of birthdays and stuff in feb to take note of. mawarrr..rafiiduuhhh ol.. valentines day muhahha.

 

alright i guess thats it for this post.im out.

not to sound emo but miss the bf more than the usual. somewhat. to the rest.. mwakkkkkk~!

computing lesson was tahan-able for the first time. Learnt about log, exponential curves etc.
After school me and raf headed strt to the library and slacked our asses off. Had nothing to do cos raf skipped training and i had to meet up with the bf at 7.

We made so much noise init that the librarian gave us a stern warning and kept looking at us everytime. We had initially planned to get a milo freeze and drink non stop to see if we would get brain freeze, but our plans were cocked up cos the stupid drink stall closed when we went there.
We tried contacting the rest of the gang, but half the girls had already went home( si-bei sian ahh) , shaf went to skate, par probably had some wakebording thing? i dont know.

Cant wait for woodlands campus. the biggest thing that has ever happened in out school. RP may be small and boring but im sure its going to come up in a few years like how the other poly's did. Open house starts today all the way till tuesday. i got to go!

Anyways, raf went off and i headed for town to meet bf. met some of his friends too. and all of us sat down outside taka to watch some dance comp. that was taking place. not bad. some of the groups can dance really well.
..
The full moon was great. Something nice about it yesterday. Had a chance to admire it for a lil while with the bf but couldnt see it clearly cos of the trees all around.
So i seized the opportunity when bf went back first.

Probably gonna go for a drink with sri later/just bum around at home.
I hope tomorrow's a better day really.
finally going shopping again. it makes me happy.
=D

much love to nearest and dearest, and ashley

bad weather. period

arghhhhh

Ive had a great kick start to the new year, except that now, ive fallen sick. The coughs just get worse at night and my whole face turns red. My throat feels so sore after all that coughing yesterday night. I couldnt sleep. the last thing i could remember before i did was my mom rubbing vicks on my chest at 4 am in the morning ( which didnt work, and my mom got fed up and went off to bed) and my sister rubbing my back.
Panadols,vitaminC,tons of warm water.. dont work. period.

Anyway, ive said to people what i wanted to say, what ive been pondering about for so long. It feels good to just start afresh.
I finally got new flip flops. The old pink ones which everyone complained about is now being used as.. toilet slippers.. yes.

Im eagerly waiting for my pay. Big mistake working in this company i should say. damnit.

Im wondering what to do with the shirt. maybe wear it at home? its certainly too big for me. big shirts are sexy though. right? or maybe give it to jega. or maybe incinerate it. haha.

Ed.. has gone to aussie. bummer. didnt even meet him. hope you do good there and enjoy yourself kiddo. =)

till then.....
im out
still loving my homies. haha & bf. mwah.
=)

Pictures are backwards.

New years. =) enjoy.

fireworkss

=)

shalala

raining fireworks















flash

me fah mab kuh farzil jega ( clockwise)

we're still a bunch of attention seekers. not everyone was present.