enterprise lessons today was boring as usual
i have a UT tomorrow and i havent even studied for it..

anywayy.. fah and khai tagged with me back home
had lunch together and talked bullshit as usual..
khai is gonna come over and we're gonna cook something up on friday.. yay!

met dude ed today
talked until 930?
and he followed me up in the lift to make sure i was ok!
whaha
thanks hun..

then realised i didnt have much time to complete my RJ, cos it closed at 10 or something
so was rushing to do it..
finally did
and here i am suffering from bordem
feel like disturbing ppl, but dono who to disturb..
probably gonna try to sleep today.. i need sleep man..
am too tired everyday when i go to sch cos i sleep so late

couldnt sleep yest so called up vin..
whaha
poor thing.. probably forced to stay awake cos of me..

anyway.. nothing 'happening' is going on in my life
gonna meet mabs tmr at westmall to get a damn nice top ive been eyeing form her
prolly after tt gonna sneak to coffee bean or smth and have coffee without parents knowing
shhhhh....

alright.. im gonna turn in
its 1139
im out!






oh.. and the only reason why i updated this blog was cos of fah who kept pestering me to do so..
so there you have it!

My room..now has such a wonderful ambiance to it..
However,the only thing that ruins my room are the colour of the walls.. and not forgetting the excess furniture..
Its painted a horrendous shade of green.. a kind of green that even the oxford dictionary wouldnt be able to describe. I wanted to give a new look to my room last year.. But i never embarked on that course of action..because i was just too plain lazy..

So today, i decided to give it a makeover.. Nah.. the colour of the walls are still the same.. although i wish it were some kinda orangy beige earthy colour.
I spent hours cleaning my room. Most of the garbage i threw out were papers with drawings,calculations,doodles.. I cleaned it so well.. that even the past year chemistry papers who had hidden themselves cleverly under the shelves couldn't escape my broom..

My study table was filled with a hodgepodge of my moms law books..Criminal,consti.,public,land law, contract law.. you name it.. it was all there.. Took the whole lot and chunked it in my moms room.. She can do whatever she wants with it.. Left some on my table so i could skim through it when i felt like it.
Then i arranged the bouquet of fake pink and yellow tulips in this glass vase i had kept.. (took it from the old house when i was moving as an item of reminicence). I miss my old place.. it was wonderful.. A two storey house bought by my grandparents in 1968.. Lotsa history there.. will probably write about it another day..
anyway... did my room up.. and finally burned some lavender oils.. my favourite smell.. matches with the lavender sheets.. =)

but now im thinking
whats the use?..
its probably going to be dirty all over again by tomorrow
.....
now im all moody..

christ.. i actually made something good with my bare hands and a leg..

chocolate mousse
yummy yum yum

it took about half an hour to make. Not bad for a first timer.(i think) . I got the recepie from the good ol' internet.. easiest one available.. haha
so there i was in the kitchen.. took out a whole box of swiss dark chocos.. and started melting em in milk.. fuck.. it was great i tell ya.. the smell is delicious. i went a lil off guard for a while.. i pictured myself swimming in the bowl of melted chocolate.. savouring every bit of it.. (imagination inspired by willy wonka).

I shook the thought out of my head in a matter of minutes.. I didnt have much time left.. I had to do it before the lady of the house AKA my mom came back or else i would have to endure the torment of her ear blowing yells..

I was happily mixing the stuff.. Then when it came to the egg whites it got all mixed up.. instead of putting salt with the egg whites and sugar with the egg yolks.. i did it the other way round.. heck... i was traumatised... but then i realised... i was gonna mix up everything anyway.. so there's no difference...

so did everything and spooned the choco concoction into lil wine glasses... ( couldnt find anything else to scoop it into)

chilled it for about 4 hours.. and ive been eating it non stop ever since... it tastes exactly like the choco pudding u get for 95 cents at cold storage.. muahaha

125g of choco
3 table spoons of sugar
man.. im gonna be down with diabetics. !
shu crosses her fingers*
oh i got some pics of it at flickr if u wanna take a look.. =)

My Changes

(For those of you who cant get what im trying to say after reading this whole entry.. what im saying is.. everybody goes through changes.. before you get to know about someone elses changes and start to comment about it.. i feel that you should learn more about your own changes.. )

ive grown and matured a fair bit since my secondary school days.

Looking back at the past few months...yes..Injuring my leg twice.. was a bad thing.. a careless mistake.. but ive learnt so much from it.. Ive learnt how to appreciate money more, ive learnt how to love my parents.. -a little bit more-.. and it has definately made me more patient as an individual. C'mon,suffereing with my cast on, for 6 whole weeks.. trying not to sneak out(but sometimes i just cant resist) when your parents are not at home to avoid mental depression..( being stuck in your house 24 hours a day for almost 2months--oh and still counting), is not the easiest thing..

In my secondary school days..
Sec 1.::. 'the girl with the long plaited hair and ankle long skirts'.. was probably me.. im not shy of that fact.. most of us were nerds in the lower secondary days
Sec4..:. ' the girl who has got an infectious loud laughter together with a bunch of attention seeking boy and girl friends..' was definately me.. haha

Present Day : ( having a convo with friend) --still has that infectious laugh.. and still has that bunch of friends..

i dun understand y ppl hate ppl..missin Jolyn la.. says:
for me u still my angel la
i dun understand y ppl hate ppl..missin Jolyn la.. says:
u bcome more mature yes...
i dun understand y ppl hate ppl..missin Jolyn la.. says:
but tu me u still my old wackie lame angel
i dun understand y ppl hate ppl..missin Jolyn la.. says:
oh and u look more seductive
Shruthi says:
hahahaah
i dun understand y ppl hate ppl..missin Jolyn la.. says:
jus look at this pic la>>(commenting on your display pic)u still look sexy even wen u R sick
Shruthi says:
tt means i wasnt sexy before.. hmph..!

oops.. probably i shouldnt have included the last few parts..kinda irrelevant right.. haha!
I still have the wacky old part of me lah.. guess thats never gonna change!

But all in all yeah... ive realised ive become serious when i need to be...which is soo different from before cos i was never serious in anything.. and also ive learnt to appreciate things more..my fashion sense has changed pretty much too.. haha..very designish--if you get what i mean.. guess ive become a better person too for the fact that.. last time.. during my secondary school days.. i didnt give 2 shits if i hurt someone who had changed..if i thought he/she sucked.. i would just say it..( im talking from experiences) but now.. as the maturity has struck in.. ive learnt to appreciate ppl who have changed.. good/bad.. just gotta aceept them for who they are.. =) wheee

oh
on a much lighter and totally different note..
the cocoon( is that how u spell it?) i saw outside.. has transformed into a butterfly..
and i think i like him ( i wont go deep into the details) =)
crazy.. but true

increase the awareness
stop the discrimination

Join

http://openmind.clemish.com/

mab came over yest
got some huge art papers frm her
havent stopped drawing ever since
practising on my shading
its really down the drain..
im bored...

dads at home today
fook.. cant go out newhere
cos he wont let me
cos of my leg
cos he let me go to the gym last time
and bloody hell.. i broke it bad..

had a password protected entry yesterday
sorry i couldn't let some of you guys read it
its too personal
but just had to let it outta my chest
and grace im still wondering how you got my password..

sorethroats back
headaches back
feel damn shitty

praying dad will go out somewhere so i can watch tv
or sneak outta the house..
he's hooked onto asianet( malayalam channel)
sun tv got disowned..
metti oli has been replaced with malayalam sa re ga ma..
meti oli is a crappy show..
full of melo drama..
at least he aint watching that anymore
dumb.

still feel sleeepy
fah-king woke me up
cos i woke her up yest when she was sleeping
revengeful bitch!
grrr..
i hate it when ppl wake me up..
i gotta wake up by my own
then ill be happy
haha
weird..

i got a 0 idea of what to blog about nemore
when i do
ill update
im out!

whats with ~* i lurbee euu /+=

*twis* hand signs

puffing up cheeks

jpop

baby pink(ugh)

the words..ne/dollx/worx*(pronounced ''whooore'' but with an act cute accent/baa/

not anti anything
its the fact
irritating facts

geta life

The world of blogging

First we had emails then webpages, then mobile phone texting.. and now we have blogs.
This shows how the world has changed in communicating with people over the last 20 years.
Instead of endless conversations over the phone/email, communication has shifted to the computer screen..

They say there is a book inside everyone.. well.. bloggers have let that book out.

I personally started blogging when all my friends started following the trend..

Blogs can showcase the personality of the blogger..it also helps your friends to be updated with the happenings in your life...
Most importantly, blogs change people for the better... many of my friends infact, were shy bloggers when they first started out-- they couldnt find anything interesting to write about.. but within a few weeks into blogging, they became more confident about what to write about..

But now when i think of it.. blogging has its share of disadvantages too...

The whole world may be reading your blog.. c'mon..its the internet..
Most people don’t have very much to say that’s interesting, and/or are unable to write down their ideas in a compelling and clear manner.

Sometimes, bloggers cant write about everything that is happening in their lives.. its hard, what will society think of you when you write about something too personal.?
and most of the time, its hard to write about your opinions on political issues..look at where it got that chinese dude chua cheng zhan..
i read up on blogs and one of the writers said quote '' never ever write about political issues on blogs.. its bound to get you into trouble'.. its true
you have to watch what you write..

We are being pummeled by a deluge of data and blogs are therefore spaces in which to reflect our ideas..
All in all, i think blogs are a great way to showcase your personality to the world and they are a great way to improve yourself, but one must keep one eye open about the disadvantages that comes with it..

Its misconceptions.. misunderstandings...

everyone.. ALL of my friends
are moody
including me

whats happening?

anyway

im conferencing with mawar and naz
been doing it for 2 hours...
the freaks r sleepy
but we're still talking
i can talk to em for hours..
7 is my record so far

haha

gosh.. my lifes fucking boring
someone help me please

(Feel Good.....)
[Damon Albarn]
City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

BEEP

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

[De La Soul]
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
(Feel Good[4x])

[Damon Albarn]
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

[De La Soul]
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains
in it
steady,
watch me navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
(Feel Good....)

school days.........