I'm falling even more in love with you.......

bored? check this out babies...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ianlloyd/42959310/
http://jobpredictor.com/
http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/why.asp

Some thing ive been reading very intently...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_will

Today...
i woke up and i was feeling emotionless
something wasnt right....

Dad was at home the whole day today.. thought i could see him before he went to work but dad kept the door locked. bahhh... humbug..
Sat in front of the computer sulking and waiting for the damn scary movie to finish downloading.
and it did.. at 6pm!! I dont even know how i got through today man! I had one fish cutlet for lunch.

Scary movie is fucking hilarious.. those of you who havent watched it.. yer FREAKS and you ought to get a life!

I 'pampered' myself at night by smothering my face in a warm mineral mask, taking a uber cold shower and giving myself a full foot scrub. Feels so ... ahhhhhhh.. haha!

Cant wait to get * chik chingggg* aka $$ from parents.. early birthday present.. wheee! gonna go shopping.. im a damsel in distress to go shopping... miss that feeling of spending your money at some cool store and walking arouind Orchard ' actioning'..


I got nothing to blog about.. really.. my laptops still down so i cant infra red my pics to the blog. So for now.. im a boring person.

so the boring person wont bore you no more...
im out
love my babies ( you know who you r)

ARGH... its the second time ive been losing my entry!!
i give up!!! shit blog thing...
CURSE YOUUUUUU

2.53 a.m

Here i am. Sitting down in solitude. The others have taken a powder from the television and have gone to seek comfort in their beds.
I can hear signs of the approaching rain.
Just thinking about it,the whole month of my holidays have just been spent in a wasteful and fruitless manner.I wanted to work, but coudlnt go back to my previous waitress job at shangrila because of the darn leg of mine. I wasted all my cash on unnecessary travelling/shopping/food and all that kinda crap.. I wanted to take up language classes, improve on my chinese, but that didnt happen too because i was just plain lazy.
One month just went down the drain. And i cant believe im going to be turning seventeen in a matter of days. I got to start being more mature.
Naz wrote me sort of a poem and i was really touched by the things she said about me in it. Am i that good a person? cmon......... ive got my flaws. im irritating,lame and very gullible.. should i even be announcing the fact that im naive in front of the whole world? Well, at least im aware of it.
So many things have happened in the month of september, dealing with relationships/friendships etc. One whole roller coaster ride.
Oh well..
just wake me up when September ends or something. Preferably on October 6th.

random pics

what i want

the zoo aint that bad.. cmon..

whats that between her legs?

i want these too..

right now.....

life....
is a complicated piece of fucking cowdung
but hey..
as i always say

Thats life................
( i should be a poet or something..)

Se7en things that (will) scare me :
1) not being sucessful in life
2) cockroaches
3) being in the dark alone
4) War
5) Bush
6) Confined spaces.
7) my reflection on the mirror in the morning

Se7en things i like the most :
1) Music
2) my laptop.. although currently it has let me down.. ill always love you
3) my fingers
4) my bed
5) my handphone camera
6) mirrors
7) unique, stylish clothes

Se7en most important things in my room :
1) my bed... omg.. my bed..
2) my dressing table
3) my makeup box
4) dustbin
5) clock.. to tell the time..
6) my axe
7) the floor

Se7en random facts about me :
1) im nocturnal
2) i like eating and sleeping..i wont trade those for ANYTHING
3) I can just live on chocolate
4) i am not a poseur
5) i like mr assman
6) i often have weird dreams..
7) im going to be sucessful

Se7en things I plan to do before I die :
1) Get that bloody degree/masters/phd
2) get married and have sex 7 days a week.
3) travel all over the world..
4) Do alot of volunteer work.
5) learn how to play the guitar ( yes its a very long term goal)
6) starve workout and starve more to get a body like fergie's.
7) become a wiser person

Se7en things I can do :
1) sing
2) fart
3) talk a lot..
4) crack the lamest jokes... ever..
5) Laugh like a mad woman
6) immitate accents
7) eat like a pig.. i mean.. seriously..

Se7en things I can't do :
1) I cant cook
2) I cant leave my house without eyeliner
3) I cant stop missing my loved ones.. =)
4) I cant go back in the past
5) I cant burp as loud as fahmezah..
6) I cant be as rich as *****.. for now..
7) I cant sit still

Se7en words/Phrase I say the most :
1) What siaaaa
2)what the fuck...
3) kanina
4) ok.. bye
5) cheebai
6) nabei
7) ok whatever...

Se7en celeb crushes :
No celeb crushes.

Se7en people I'll love to see doing this (names not in order) :
1) Muneera
2) Mawar
3) Mabel
4) Ashley
5) Vinodhan..suddenly came into my mind.. hahaha..
6) Wahid
7) Jeganesh

i had a great time on saturday... really... thanks loads.. =)

my kanina laptop is trashed and corrupted... humbug..

anyways.. a thousand apologies for not updating as much with lotsa pictures and as frequently as you wanted me too.. even though im bored.. i just find this blogging thing a bit.... weird.. ' finally eh?'

ill be back soon with more pics.. after i get my laptop fixed... until then..



survive!!

damn.. it feels so wrong...

im missing fahmezah... badly.. it feels so weird without her around. Hoping that Sunday will come fast so that i can run to her home to see her. Will probably call her today. Wonder how Thailand is for her..wonder how the community work is coming along.. hope your fine babes.. =)

Someone tagged at my baby's blog yesterday.. cant believe what she said.. if i ever get to find out who she is... she better beware... im more than what you think i am.

ill blog another time.. with pics..
hard rock.. is just my thing.. no type of music beats the intensity of hard rock..
im out.

Im happy.. =)

changed skin again.. wanted something fresh and bright.. so why not white?haha..

was good meeting Ed... haha.. he looked so baggy.. wit his army unform and bag.. think i can fit inside his bag.. its that big..
went to macs the 2nd time to accompany him to have lunch..
then we walked and walked...
ive been walking a LOT...haha...
then we went to bp plaza... cos Ed wanted to look for lil mice to feed his piranha.. he wants to feed it hammies too.! cruel idiot..!

Woke up this morning at 11 cos was meeting vimallan around 1... went to the plaza to pay my bills.. was so darn sleepy..dad caught me drinking tt thing i got... got screwed la...
anyway... vim messaged me saying that he was at my neighbours place.. haha.. so met him near the lift...
got into his car and went to town for lunch... ate at NYFC.. the food aint bad... the cake we ate at the end.. is FAB... hot chocolate fudge and all.. superb..
he wanted to play pool.. but since i suck at it... i told him to walk around instead.. so we walked and walked and walked... Had to go off early cos i was meeting sham and vim had to return the car to his dad....

Sham... hes actually a cool guy.. got goos sense of style too..
Sham- my schoolmate/khai's classmate

he had some business thing to discuss with me... its some kinda sales thing... on healthcare products.. seems kinda intresting.. will probably be going for the training on monday.. if i aint lazy to get my ass outta the bed...
i need the experience... need to meet new people... havent really worked in any kind of sales thing before... so i guess itll be new for me... im sick of getting waitress jobs... ill probably give this a try..

Tmr.. Sunday.. im gonna sleep the whole day.... ahh.. how i love sundays.... =P

going out with Ed tmr..
been a longgg time since i met him
kinda miss him aye... can talk rubbish! yayy

probably meeting dude vim on saturday
for lunch
long time since i met him too!!
haha

holidays are gonna be a bore
i can feel it
fahs going to thailand for community work
im gonna be so bored....

i need you to hold me close
to be loved
feels great

sweet memories - random pics

The field we used to play at.

the road leading to my house

i once lived here.. at house 15..

pN02-09 classmates Janelle and Natthida

Group of guys of pN02-09. Jackson,timothy,parvinder and shaun

Parvinder the scary gay creature

Me and Jiaying- please ignore our tired expressions

Thats parvinders partner Jackson

First time PArvinder's ever gotten serious - pool at lucky plaza

Saiful and Shafie.. Dumb and dumber..

 

me and miss jocey aka kunda crazy


me and cousin from dubai

she's the total opposite of what she looks like.

Naz trying hard to make people believe the vespa is hers.. haha


experiment..


me and my fascination with mooncake



Me and my fascination with my braces..

These people.. theyre my life... my everything.. =)

mabel.. things r getting back to normal...
i love u.. im sorry for what i did.. ive realised.. love you a lot
naz.. shes my other twin... im sorry for hurting you too...
mabel is my other half.. she knows me inside out
muneera is my angel.. there for me..
mawar.. i miss you.. come back fast..i need you..badly
fah is my baby...encourages me everytime..=)
khai... my partner.. dont really communicate with her so well nowadays cos its so hard to get hold of her.. i miss you ...

all of you are there for me
I love you guys... love you loads...


To other news.. hahahaha
i take things slow
im not cheap
never will be
never was
i realised im more of a person who looks at someones personality rather than looks...
all my friends must know wht im talking about...
hahaha
i aint gonna allow tht the next time round
chechi... im all ears
=)