2.53 a.m

Here i am. Sitting down in solitude. The others have taken a powder from the television and have gone to seek comfort in their beds.
I can hear signs of the approaching rain.
Just thinking about it,the whole month of my holidays have just been spent in a wasteful and fruitless manner.I wanted to work, but coudlnt go back to my previous waitress job at shangrila because of the darn leg of mine. I wasted all my cash on unnecessary travelling/shopping/food and all that kinda crap.. I wanted to take up language classes, improve on my chinese, but that didnt happen too because i was just plain lazy.
One month just went down the drain. And i cant believe im going to be turning seventeen in a matter of days. I got to start being more mature.
Naz wrote me sort of a poem and i was really touched by the things she said about me in it. Am i that good a person? cmon......... ive got my flaws. im irritating,lame and very gullible.. should i even be announcing the fact that im naive in front of the whole world? Well, at least im aware of it.
So many things have happened in the month of september, dealing with relationships/friendships etc. One whole roller coaster ride.
Oh well..
just wake me up when September ends or something. Preferably on October 6th.