The first thing that greeted us were the bright blue doors of Uthavum Ullangal.The vicinity that the children resided at was small. A room big enough to fit about 30 people was where they would eat,sleep,watch television and do their daily homework.
When we went into the room, there they were, like little angels of all shapes and sizes; sitting down in rows on straw mats laid upon cemented floors. A little boy caught our attention by standing up with much enthusiasm and waving. Ramesh was adorable. The way he talked and smiled was different from the other children. It was filled with so much gusto. Everytime i was with him i wanted to carry him and swing him round and round until i could hear his contagious laughter.
Then there were the other kids. Sham and Jinsir. Jinsir had the cutest face i had ever seen,with the word mischevious written at every nook and corner of it. After intently watching me spinning ramesh around everytime, jinsir didnt hesitate to nudge me to do it to him too. He would run in circles around the room and play catching with me.Sham was the quieter more composed one. When i looked at him i felt at ease. When i asked him to give me a little peck on the cheek he would. The perfect little boy.
At certain times during the day Ramesh and a few other kids would run up to me and point to their heads or hands and say 'vallikithu'. - painful. I couldnt do anything but just rub their hands for them or ask them to run to the elders or kala to get medicine to be applied on their wounds and cuts.Ramesh especially had big round wounds on his head and i always would wonder where they came from and what it exactly was.
Over the period of days we bonded with the little ones;playing with them, teaching them and making them happy. We taught them the hokey-pokey and they loved it. They wanted to do it everyday. And london bridge too. It was so heartwarming to see the children smile and laugh.
Towards the last day we gave everyone their own goodie bags. Complete with a toothbrush,toothpaste,shampoo,soap,comb,towel,powder and cotton buds. The little baby girl who never smiled when i carried her finally did. Little baby Vinodha. Kala ; a mature and sanguine fourteen year old held my hand and told us not to leave, to stay with them. And that was what made my heart break into a million pieces on the last day. That was what made me look back at everything. The life I lead in Singapore is so much better. The goals and what i wanted to learn and experience from the trip had been achieved.