goodbye 2006!

This year ive gone through a whole lot .Ive seen a bunch of things from different perspectives,made a few overseas trips and gone for an operation. Ive met tons of new people and formed new friendships while drifting away from some others.
In February this year a relationship that I had with someone came to a standstill and over the months ive thought about it, about where I went wrong and what ive learnt from it. And ive learnt not to make decisions with haste. Especially when it comes to relationships. Its been drilled in my head that things are not going to work out. Like him, I should start thinking on practical terms rather than making decisions based on emotions.But sometimes emotions get the best of you so I still experience a roller coaster of them.
However,this is what ive always wanted to say. Ashley, I still care about you, more than you’ll ever know.

Putting that aside I made 2 wonderful trips this year. First to Dubai and then again to India- both holidays for totally different purposes.
Dubai was amazing.My parents had told me wonderful stories about the lives they had lead in dubai for the amount of years that they had resided there. It was the first experience I had traveling alone and stopping over at Bahrain ( a conservative country in the middle east) for 2 hours,… and trust me I was REALLY scared because I didn’t know my way around. I stayed with my cousin and uncle for 2 weeks at 2 different places and got to see both sides of dubai both rural and urban. The deserts are amazing.

The next was India in September. I went there with about 14 other school mates for a service learning trip. We spent 2 weeks teaching kids, spending time with them, going to the school for the blind and deaf and observing the students and a whole lot more.

This year ive also formed new friendships with people and im thankful for having you guys in my life.Its become less boring haha! I miss all my friends especially my secondary school mates and a few of my poly friends whom are the closest to me.
However, some friendships have hit the rocks. I didn’t mean for it to happen but it just did. So to Navin, take care and I hope your doing fantastic, and im sorry for misleading you.Some friendships are not as strong as before, To khai, we were best friends during the early secondary school days but I guess its changed.

I had a quiet 18th birthday this year with a couple of close friends. Quiet but nice.I went clubbing for the first time this year and had a blast, even though dancing isn’t my thing the atmosphere is great. During the December holidays my friends and I had a clubbing marathon. Something which I did because my parents were overseas and that was the only time I could enjoy my freedom.

Personally ive been through shit this year, trying to make myself a better and wiser person, trying to deal with heaps of family problems and school. School has been tough because I lack the motivation to go. Which reminds me I still haven’t completed my PP. I bet tons of other RP students haven’t finished it too. HA!
I hope 2007 will be a much better year. A fresh start.=)

Yishun Mrt death

For a while i wondered if the gruesome pictures of the yishun mrt accident circulating on the net, were real.
I was reassured that the pictures are FAKE.

http://tamago.sg/2006/12/mrt-track-accident-part-4.html

I think mrt announcements should be revised from ''please stand behind the yellow line'' to ''please do not jump off the tracks''.

milkshake,exercise and a lil bit of mm beh

milkshake @ mos was alright. Good music,a few weird people,packed arena,free drinks,aching legs.

anyways ive been eating a lot of junk.And without any exercise i should be putting on aboutt...... another 10 kilos. great.

So today i tried to exercise a bit. (VERY BIG ACHIEVEMENT). Did about a 100 situps.50 proper ones. By the time i started to do the other 50 i got lazy and put my hands on my thighs instead of my head to carry myself up.

Im still scared of the treadmill so i SHANT go to the gym anytime soon especially the bukit gombak one!

shall religiously do 300 situps a day from tomorrow. 300 proper situps.

OH... btw was reading the mm beh thing mab invented about a year back, was so fuckin stupid man haaahaha

the fucccckkk

honestly.....

I think there is something seriously wrong with me. My mind keeps drifting places. I keep doing things wrong. Like taking the wrong side of the train, ordering the wrong food. It just keeps getting worse. I stopped thinking about stuff for a while but everything seems to have come back. I keep thinking about whats going to happen to me in the future at the rate im going. Its not as if im the most intelligent person and i dont even put in hard work to make up for that. Im ashamed at my lazy self.
Things at home are not good too.Id rather not explain

jeez....

im completely drained.
and i miss ashley because i havent seen him in so long AND the best part is hes my fcuking neighbour
ok goodnight

random shizzle

HELLO!

this songs nice =)damn soothing

see this

the indian always has to be BLACK
do i look black?

tell yourself

oh lord......

i was reading a girls blog and every single entry on that page was about how much he meant to her and how much she missed him and how much she was hurt, when the truth of the matter was, nothing really happened between them.
girls should stop being overly love sick and start being more practical