Friday, 8 December 2006

honestly.....

I think there is something seriously wrong with me. My mind keeps drifting places. I keep doing things wrong. Like taking the wrong side of the train, ordering the wrong food. It just keeps getting worse. I stopped thinking about stuff for a while but everything seems to have come back. I keep thinking about whats going to happen to me in the future at the rate im going. Its not as if im the most intelligent person and i dont even put in hard work to make up for that. Im ashamed at my lazy self.
Things at home are not good too.Id rather not explain

jeez....

im completely drained.
and i miss ashley because i havent seen him in so long AND the best part is hes my fcuking neighbour
ok goodnight

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