paranoia

hmm

kuhan - scenes of unadultarated joy... congrats kids... says:
have u watched what i m watchin?
bloc says:
korn mtv unplugged?
kuhan - scenes of unadultarated joy... congrats kids... says:
yea
bloc says:
nop
kuhan - scenes of unadultarated joy... congrats kids... says:
fuckin awesome
kuhan - scenes of unadultarated joy... congrats kids... says:
fuckin fuckin awesome
bloc says:
hahaha
bloc says:
wad isit
bloc says:
korn singing ah
kuhan - scenes of unadultarated joy... congrats kids... says:
no.... korn doin mathematics....
bloc says:
hahahahahahahahahahhahaha!

pms

i hate RP
i hate the way the teaching system works
i hate the way the teachers grade their students
i hate the fact that i cant grasp information as fast as my other classmates can
i hate the fact that i have no idea what im doing here

oh and the first lesson of proteomics is bad.

cryptic

I didnt have to do this
i could have left
i could have fled
but no i will no longer run
its not for me
for my children
for my brothers and sisters that u fuck
i did it for them
then the time came i did it. i had to
do u know what it feels to be spit on your face and to have trash shoved down your throat?
do u know what it feels like to dig your own grave?
do u know what it feels like to have throat slashed from ear to ear?
do u know what it feels like to be torched alive?
do u know what it feels like to be humiliated and impaled upon on a cross and left to bleed to death for your amusement?
You have never felt a single ounce of pain your whole life
did u want to inject as much misery in our lives as u can just cos u can?
you had everything u wanted
your mercedes wasnt enough you brats
your golden necklaces werent enough you snobs
your trust find wasnt enough
your vodka and cognac werent enough
your debaucheries werent enough.


Those werent enough to fulfil your hedonistic needs. you had everything
you have vandalized my heart
raped my soul
and torched my conscience
you thought it was one pathetic boys life u were extingushing
thanks to u i die like jesus christ on the cross
to inspire generations of the weak and defenseless people.
you had a hundrerd billion chances and ways to have avoided today.
but u decided to spill my bloodyou forced me into a corner and gave me only one option
the decision was yours

now u have blood on your hands that will never wash off.

-cho seung hui

12.40am

the lack of money robs you of so many opportunities
i find it weird when people tell me money isnt everything
in the end, what are we all working for?

pointless entry 2

u know what the best advice to tell someone when they tell you smtg negative?

you know why?thats life.

Trust me. it works on anything.

i got flu sorethrt fever and chicken pox
you know why?
why?
thats life


my bf broke up with me!!
you know why?
why?
thats life.


my grandparents are going to india tomorrow. im going to miss them real bad
you know why?
why?
thats life!


*insert random negative crap here*
and complete it with a You know why? thats life todaay!


=)

pointless entry

I tell you.. i think MSN nicks tell you a lot about someone.

Like today i stepped into my new class. 3/4 of the people whom i dont know or even thought existed.I added a few of them on msn cos...of cos lah my team what.. must add!One of my team members was this dude who looked quite stylish on the outside, nice hair nice smile.Then after we presented, his nick was. : oh noooo i got shot with soo many questions for presentaions.like nuclear bommbs.-_- its so different from the way the person looks on the outside. Nothing wrong about it but your first impression of the person changes. Like you thought he was all cool and calm or something at first.


Ive got so many friends who seem to appear super strong on the outside but their msn nicks arealways so depressing.I mean yeah everyone gets sad over love when it dosent go well. Butsometimes its funny them talking about failed relationships and how some guy isnt noticing her at schooland yada yada.And its all painstakingly compressed into 20 words to fit the msn window.I wonder. Is it an outlet for them to express their emotions?or just to gain sympathyMaybe i should try.Like blogging. But this one only got 20 words.BEST!

Im falling sick.
(3 words)
sympathy please!

You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not you fu**ing khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.

gold dust

cosmobabas

holidays are ending,stress is coming