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I didnt have to do this
i could have left
i could have fled
but no i will no longer run
its not for me
for my children
for my brothers and sisters that u fuck
i did it for them
then the time came i did it. i had to
do u know what it feels to be spit on your face and to have trash shoved down your throat?
do u know what it feels like to dig your own grave?
do u know what it feels like to have throat slashed from ear to ear?
do u know what it feels like to be torched alive?
do u know what it feels like to be humiliated and impaled upon on a cross and left to bleed to death for your amusement?
You have never felt a single ounce of pain your whole life
did u want to inject as much misery in our lives as u can just cos u can?
you had everything u wanted
your mercedes wasnt enough you brats
your golden necklaces werent enough you snobs
your trust find wasnt enough
your vodka and cognac werent enough
your debaucheries werent enough.


Those werent enough to fulfil your hedonistic needs. you had everything
you have vandalized my heart
raped my soul
and torched my conscience
you thought it was one pathetic boys life u were extingushing
thanks to u i die like jesus christ on the cross
to inspire generations of the weak and defenseless people.
you had a hundrerd billion chances and ways to have avoided today.
but u decided to spill my bloodyou forced me into a corner and gave me only one option
the decision was yours

now u have blood on your hands that will never wash off.

-cho seung hui