My grandparents went to cochin on holiday on sunday. It feels quiet without them in the house. Its true that you only really appreciate someone when they are gone. I was supposed to go with them, but they thought i was having my operation in march so didnt book tickets. I pushed my op to may partially because i wanted to enjoy a bit in March with the people around me first. =)

Grandparents went with 2 of their friends around the same age as them. They're enjoying life i must say. Oh, and there was this lady, in her late 20's. The other couples grandaughter. She seemed a bit stuckup. I dont know. First impressions count a lot. I smiled and waved and portrayed my other friendly gestures( or so i think) at her but she just stared. Oh well. i know i shouldnt judge someone when i dont even know them, but its as if ive got the time anyway. haha.

So i celebrated my first day of freedom today by going out for a late movie. - munich. Its superb. If you can pull off getting through the M 18 rating, i suggest you GO FOR IT. very political. The movie was around 3 hours. and i got back at 1.15 am on a SCHOOOOL DAYYY and that made me get a good grilling from my parents.
so much for the freedom part.. pffttt

School anyways was nothing out of the ordinary. the usual boring lesson.. confined in a four walled shithole from 8 to 4. sheesh! i just cant wait to get busy in year two. cos when you get busy you dont have to think about random things, because obviously you dont have the f-ing time. Im too free nowadays, or so i have been for A YEAR!

i love details dont you?

damn im messed up
bourbon coke and a thousand ounces of thinking dont go well.
im out.
much love to all that matter.