Khai Bai Kanasai

BYE!
ok i decided to start off a little different. Why does it always have to be hello or hi ?
Why cant Bye come first? B's before H anyways.. and it sounds cool too.

Bye!my day was great today yada yada...

fuck why am i even thinking about this man hahahaha
Anywhoo.. i LOVE listening to khais stories. Shes got the weirdest ass stories ever.Now the poor girl is going through a lil stalking spree from shaun.


đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
you know what's my mistake shruts?
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
what
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
entertainng him?
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
to come to your class when you were with crutches long time ago
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
HAHAHAH
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
and you know why it's a mistake?
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
bcoz i wouldn't have known him then
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
aww
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
but u guys LOVED anime so much
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
hahahahaah
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
U HAD TO CLICK!
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
SHUT UP
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
that's not the bloody point bitch
HIPPIE POTAMUS says:
see what anime does to you!!
đєằ†һ ąŋgєŁ: i'm being stalked...damn says:
!!!


hahaha
will update tmr
Hello!
=))

my obsession with shane and liv

shane is so amazingly sexy

i dont know WHY im writing this chunk

Some people say i look stuckup,but really im not.
I guess its because i dont smile much and give intense stares at interesting looking people.
I stare at them because thats how i intepret their characters. As weird as that may sound.

im very self conscious. i think i give too much of a damn of what people think about me. Sometimes i try not to care.
im vain. I look at myself in the mirror too much. Sometimes i like to do a little pose or a dance around it. It all relates to self consciousness.

I love chocolates because they make me happy.Dark chocolate preferably. The bittersweetness of it is an amazing sensation.
I love children. until the age of 3. After that i just think theyre monsters!
hahahahaha!
I HATE babys breath. it makes me puke.
Im indecisive when it comes to what i want to do in the future, because i just want to do EVERYTHING.
i want to be a psychologist, a social worker,a pub/cafe owner, a fashion designer.
i want to sky dive and travel to the maldives before it sinks.

I have a passion for the arts. I love drawing. But im not a great artist. I love theatre and music Which is an irony because im in an all science course.Sometimes i dont know what im doing there. This is what you get with rushed after o level choices and 17 points.

I LOVE my secondary school days. Thats why i constantly bitch about it.To me those 4 years were probably the best times of my life..
I give importance to my friends. They make me complete. I love a great deal of people.I dont hate anyone. To me hate is too strong of a word.
Of course i dislike characteristics in some people. but thats that.
I forgive easily but dont forget.I have the bad habit of thinking too much.I think about the past. constantly. But i learn from it. I try to use
the past to make me a better person.

I like men. i think theyre interesting. To HELL with girls who say men suck. You dont have to just because of a bad relationship.
Speaking of relationships, i cant hide the fact that i still care about my ex

I stand by the quote "what ever dosent kill you only makes you stronger". Its true. There may be so much shit in your life dealing with all sorts of
weirdass stuff, but you learn from them.
I broke my leg so badly i was on the verge of a mental block. 3 operations in a year. But it only made me realise how sacred a thing like life is.

I also think that you wont achieve anything you want to deep down in your mind, If your not ready for it. You have to have a ready and conscious mind. Sometimes you just have to push youself the extra mile. And its not impossible. Nothing is.


im imperfect like all of us, but imperfection makes us human


À la prochaine
till next time.

Italy vs Usa kicked ass!

the title says it all
hahahahaha
booyakasha!

Singapore Tv

I hereby state that Jacintha Abishegananthan gives the worst comments on Singapore Idol ever! Instead of giving tips to singers on how to improve their singing or the tone of their voice she gives vague senseless comments like.. '' you give me hope'' and '' i can see that you have stories to tell from your hair to your... ''
WHAT???? WOMAN!
Yesterday during dinner, i literally was holding myself back from throwing a chunk of chicken on the television screen..

Dick.. ( haha) is the only one that makes sense out of what he says.

For me i think that singapore idol wasnt as great as last season because this year, you can easily forget the faces. I wouldnt even recognise a singapore idol contestant walking down the streets of singapore. The only person i would recognise would probably be paul twohill.. HELL!!
i would recognise him from miles away with that hair of his.
Also, this year you have 2 hosts instead of one... errrr.. ok.

On another note I think drama serials have taken a deep plunge. No one really enthusiastically watches them anymore. I remember there were teenage drama's like spin, moulmin high and lightyears which made quite a statement on channel five. Now we have dramas like ABC DJ and life stories, which i dont even bother trying to watch, even if im really out of options. We should really have a GOOD interesting kick ass singapore drama. But channel five is being populated with international programmes like project runway and CSI.

Also, what ever happened to those kick ass gameshows we had? I lovveddd the pyramid game. I used to watch it everday after school. We also made our version of wheel of fortune which was quite alright. Now theres nothing.

Although singapore is getting more well acclaimed by bringing down international artists and hosting events here, i feel that Singapore tv isnt as good as compared to the earlier days.

This totally kicks ass

( a mere attempt to make reading easier on the eyes.. err yeah.)

im 17.
and things are undergoing a vast transformation, as we step one more year closer to adulthood.Its not like your 10 anymore, where your parents pay your bills, give you your own pocket money for school and have time for you anymore.

The hectic life that we all lead is taking a toll on friendships too. And its reality. Friends who used to call you without fail at least once a day, message you all the time. Now its all different. You wake up every morning and the first thing you do is check your phone to see if youve had any missed calls from people you love or even a text message, but you end up just looking at your own wallpaper and your old worn out phone.

When you try calling someone they dont pick up or take ages to reply. And you know some people are just busy with school projects, you dont even have to bother trying.Im sure im not the only one. I mean i know my friends would be thinking the exact samething. Truth be told everyones in that particular position. All of us are starting to have our own lives now.And the person that we're becoming is the exact same person that we'll be years from now. OR at least our individual experiences are moulding us.Different people start to lead different lifestyles.


Is everyone taking things too fast? At one point all of us have to stop and think, just look at the little things around you, like how much a person is willing to sacrifice for you, and how much someone means to you.I sure miss those days where naz would call me everyday.I sure miss those days where Naidu would call me and sms me like every damn minute of the day! i miss the days mawar and me would talk till 7 am.I sure miss those days where all of us would take the time off our busy lives to constantly know how someone else is doing.

I mean its still there. its just lesser.


but yesterday mawar told me she loved me
and today naz visited
so fuck what ive just said
hahahahaah
no im kidding
i realised the importance of maintainng a good friendship
hahahah i sound like some fucking cheesy hotmail forward
so what?

I dont want to be a world cup idiot

so like everyone else i got ready at 11.49 for the germany versus costa rica match. In all honesty i have NEVER sat myself down to watch football. And a whole match at that! Whenever i scrolled past channel 23 ESPN and saw a bright green field with 22 dudes running for one ball i changed channels without haste. Id prefer motorcross anyday

10 minutes into the match. 2 goals already. so wow! that was actually getting quite interesting. I couldnt lift my eyes off the screen.
i survived till half time
after that i went PLOP on my sofa....

and just escaped into never never land.

I woke up what seemed like an eternity later and literally gasped out loud to find the match 40 whole minutes past halftime!
kaninabeh!

I was cursing, disappointed with myself that i couldnt keep my eyes open for just 90 fucking minutes. But i wasnt sad or anything because i was just watching it for the sake of the world cup and making sure that i wouldnt be left out during the boys world cup review gossip the next day
'' dude i watched the fucking match! it was so awesome yo' the way germany played and all! yada yada yada"

Footballs good.exciting if goals are actually scored.exciting if your watching it with a whole crazy group.
But when your watching it alone on your tv at home
it kills
AND!! AND!!!
you fall asleep

=)

Chocolate Starfish and effective communication

sasi- chocolate starfish says:
i am feeling so bad can i leave
shruthi says:
feeling so ba?
shruthi says:
bad?
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
yes da i am not feeling well here i have stomach ache
shruthi says:
haha alright man
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
for past three days i didnt eat in my house and i am roaming with shahina in the hot sun
shruthi says:
hahaha bullcrap!
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
what du mean ?
shruthi says:
uh... it means oh ok
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
oh bull crap mean oh ok ???
shruthi says:
Yea !! say that to your boss next time.. he’d be impressed with your fabulous vocabulary
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
bullcrap!
shruthi says:
Yea!way to go hun!
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
hahaha fine
sasi- chocolate starfish says:
take care then. im out bye :)
shruthi says:
ok
shruthi says:
have fun and remember.. bullcrap!

Bricks and mortars

good evening fellow earthlings
i shall once again bring you into my very boring world flled with boringnothings in this entry.i realised i dont blog as much as i used to. The thought of blogging is so mentally tiring.the thought of reaching out to the letters of blogspot.com on the keypad.. is so...( insert adjective here)


anyway i finally gathered up enough energy( through the amount of milk and protein i take now)to try to write along enough entry.its been three days since the operation aka my big day and my legs swelled up like an elephant... uh well that was two days ago.. BUT now its gone down to the size of a hippo.i keep staring at those almighty solid stainless steel implants.a metal plate with 8 holes in them plus eight very long screws.I guess if i ran out of screws at home for my doors or something, these things could come in handy!


Oh.. and by the way singapore idol is whack!i was watching it in the hospital the day after my operation and i wanted to just pull my freckin drips out! Unfortunately they didnt have any other channel so i had to settle with this!whats the deal with twohill anyway? he looks awfully shaggy like.hes got his own fan base and all.visit it if your his dying fan..
im sure yeah
www.paultwohill.tk


Alright im drifting off, back to the entry.Home has been a bore and i mean a BORE
natty and raf skipped school and paid me a visit on friday which was awesome.Now im just pestering the rest of my friends to come over.The only thing that keeps me company and i seek warmth and comfort in is the music from my laptop and my crutches.I mean they sleep beside me everyday, theyre with me all the time and they bring me places. hahaha
man im bored... cant you tell?how i wish some gorgeous sexy dude would just fall from the sky and drop right beside me on my bed..


Alright i guess thats just bout it for this entry. Im gonna go count sheep or something
love everyone=)

the skys turning grey
dusk
carelessness brought me to where i am now
unable to move
and sleep
those darn crutches are my new best friend
theres only one thing i can do
stay positive

i stumble upon old memories
the letter
the card
the zara top i still havent worn
the first date where we walked round and round
the bolster i hug to sleep every night
meetings at 10 near the park
trips to the esplanade rooftop
friendster messages from july
the telephone calls
but the sudden distance
and valentines day where it was all shattered

haha..
what a journey.