i dont know WHY im writing this chunk

Some people say i look stuckup,but really im not.
I guess its because i dont smile much and give intense stares at interesting looking people.
I stare at them because thats how i intepret their characters. As weird as that may sound.

im very self conscious. i think i give too much of a damn of what people think about me. Sometimes i try not to care.
im vain. I look at myself in the mirror too much. Sometimes i like to do a little pose or a dance around it. It all relates to self consciousness.

I love chocolates because they make me happy.Dark chocolate preferably. The bittersweetness of it is an amazing sensation.
I love children. until the age of 3. After that i just think theyre monsters!
hahahahaha!
I HATE babys breath. it makes me puke.
Im indecisive when it comes to what i want to do in the future, because i just want to do EVERYTHING.
i want to be a psychologist, a social worker,a pub/cafe owner, a fashion designer.
i want to sky dive and travel to the maldives before it sinks.

I have a passion for the arts. I love drawing. But im not a great artist. I love theatre and music Which is an irony because im in an all science course.Sometimes i dont know what im doing there. This is what you get with rushed after o level choices and 17 points.

I LOVE my secondary school days. Thats why i constantly bitch about it.To me those 4 years were probably the best times of my life..
I give importance to my friends. They make me complete. I love a great deal of people.I dont hate anyone. To me hate is too strong of a word.
Of course i dislike characteristics in some people. but thats that.
I forgive easily but dont forget.I have the bad habit of thinking too much.I think about the past. constantly. But i learn from it. I try to use
the past to make me a better person.

I like men. i think theyre interesting. To HELL with girls who say men suck. You dont have to just because of a bad relationship.
Speaking of relationships, i cant hide the fact that i still care about my ex

I stand by the quote "what ever dosent kill you only makes you stronger". Its true. There may be so much shit in your life dealing with all sorts of
weirdass stuff, but you learn from them.
I broke my leg so badly i was on the verge of a mental block. 3 operations in a year. But it only made me realise how sacred a thing like life is.

I also think that you wont achieve anything you want to deep down in your mind, If your not ready for it. You have to have a ready and conscious mind. Sometimes you just have to push youself the extra mile. And its not impossible. Nothing is.


im imperfect like all of us, but imperfection makes us human


À la prochaine
till next time.