Once i saw munee aka QOB's entry on the kukujiao webpage, i was so damn touched.. im serious I really cant live without my Queens.
Poly life has been great so far.. i admit.. Ive met many nice and helpful people.. But i miss my clique ( we're called the Queens if you havent noticed by the way..) a lot.. and i mean a lot.. I realise that no matter how much i try, i cant seem to be myself in poly. I have to watch what i say, i have to be more independant and act much more mature. But, with them, its a totally different story. i can be myself -->> lame,immature*-- yes i am.. most of the time*.. and basically.. just Shruthi..
I guess its because we know each other inside out..
Let me tell you a bit about us ( the queens)
(extract frm kkj) The first perception public or other creeps might have about us is that we are some unruly bunch of wackos! But the actual fact is that none of these comments can get our blood boiling..seriously NONE..
We've done the most stupidest things, from pasting biore pore packs and walking around the whole school, to kicking comp lab doors to making music behind the canteen about Mr aw(physics teacher) and miss gopal(english teacher).
People might say that the quality of a friendship depends on the number of years..but through these years that my babes and i have lived through..thats basically BULLSHIT!
Like my babe.. let me take this opportunity to state the facts about my babies..!
Queen of Queens : Mawar Mawar.. what can i say... cheerful and chirpy.. and Yah.. she may look and acts like a tomboy on the outside.. but on the inside.. shes a gem of a girl.. shes got a feminine side to herself. She never fails to brighten my day with her crappiness. Her favourite lines are.. (Mawar : shruthi i got something to tell you Me * the blurcock i always am : What??? what??? Mawar : i think im in loveeeeee) i swear to god.. she says that everytime on a phone conversation between the both of us.. She's damn sporty too.. thats what i like about her.. and shes someone whom you can talk to from sunrise to sunset.. i love u my babe...=)
Queen of Beauty : munee Babes.. such a great person.. so beautiful on the outside.. and even more on the inside.. She is one of the sweetest persons i know.. really... shes real easy to talk to.. When everyone sees her, they're like " god.. she must be a bitch''.. well.. thats RUBBISH.. Didnt yer momma tell you not to judge a book by its cover!!? She's my fellow twin tower(becos of our height) haha.. and we're proud of it!.. she's bold,confident and speaks her mind.. munee baby here is my fashion guru.. haha.. i talk to her mostly about fashion--earrings,new tops, lipsticks, eye shadow.. shes got a fetish for them.. and so do i... hmm.. maybe i can label her as my other half.. haha.. Most of all, i think she and me have gone through many tough times together.. and have come thus far.. i love u baby
Queen of Damned : Khai I call her Khairunnisa pah tha ni sah..it rhymes wad right?? Khai.. one of the most confident,straightfoward girls i know.. She's damn frank.. and its not a bad thing.. ! I think she's a damn good leader.. She can speak really well.. ive known my baby here since sec 1.. and i know every aspect of her.. She's really sweet.. i use her for hugging purposes a lot! shes nice to hug.. !! She's damn bubbly too.. she can get along with almost everyone.. Khai's gone through a lot.. and i salute her for being strong throughout everything that has happened.. I can talk to her really well.. can spend hogging on the phone with her for hours.. and oh yah.. shes damn sporty too .. how could i forget! ( shruthi knocks herself on the head with her crutches) =)
Queen of Maniac : fahm Fahm.. is a cheeky one.. She looks damn innocent ok! fuh yohh.. but once u get to know her.. its the total opposite..She's fun, jovial,bubbly, and an obnoxious lil brat! who burps at my face everytime she gets the chance.. haha.. But fahm.. i got close to her onli in sec 4.. but we've become great friends ever since.. I spend most of my time at her place, talking and bitching about everything, watching VCD's and playing with her adorable sister.. I can really really talk to fahm about everything.. all rounded.. if i need someone to spend time with.. to go out.. talk and have fun.. she's the ideal person.. Thats coz, shes strong and bold and has got great charisma about herself. Everyone had a perception tt she was naive and was someone who could be taken advantage of.. But the truth is.. ive seen this lil girl evolve from the naive person she was to a person who is capable and who can stand up fer her own rights.. im so happy for you.. =) love ya lots..
Im really emo when it comes to this.. really emo.. cos they mean so much to me.. queens 4 eva together!! ( ok i know this sounds a bit nah neh 'ish.. but who the fuck cares!!)
was anxious about meeting the queens as usual some of them couldnt make it busy with their own things
was so looking forward to it guess i shan't keep my hopes high next time
anyways, khai came at least she did made me feel better
we went to sakura had a nice meal bill came up to 17 bucks for 2 people not bad i think..
then we lepaked" at my place used the laptop checked out fotos of guys haha tts what we do best
now shes gone back home im bored once again chatting wih fah gonna meet with her on tues so that me and her can learn computing from khai my computing is bullcrap i gotta do well for the test
thursday,the 26th is approaching fast i cant wait yay wish me luck
oh yeah.. and one more thing anyone who knows how to put videos into blogs from windows media player feel free to tag me i wanna put up one of me and friends in secondary school
anyways i gotta go gonna chill in front of the damn tv im outta here!
Yesterday was a tiring day.. was supposed to have convo with queens i ended up talking to only munee over the phone we talked for long was so nice to talk to her talked about many things about how BVSS was now.. about our lives about other peoples lives
i realise how impt they are to me gonna meet all of them this sunday coming near my place.. ; cos of my leg finally ALL of us can meet its been months since we last did
i can walk properly by mid june so happy.. can meet up with the rest of the kukujiao gang and jeganesh naidu if you are reading this you better bring me out in june or ill really whack you upside down and inside out
anyways gotta go back to lesson todays one seems kinda fun all about interviewing skills lets see how lame it can get!~
Person A : commenting on my msn nick.. '' i reckon asians have an inferiority complex, moreso than whites having a superiority. But it is also possible that its both.
**Mind you im sure white people are great and locals too! its just that.. people over here tend to make a big deal out of them. Why do asians cater to their every fancy? well.cos of their white skin obviously..that because of their fairer complexion, 'cool' accent, they're somewhat better than us..if you were to bring a man straight out of india, you wouldnt get that kind of reaction..which ..is sad.. in all its superficiality.
and yeah, if whites act weird it'd only be because all of a sudden they're exotic! and it's prolly a kick to feel special..
I myself have seen locals 'worship' whites in singapore before. Im sure many of you would have read in the newspapers about how a white was treated so differently from a local in a similar situation. Both the whiteman and a local wore shorts to a formal hotel, but the local was not let in whereas the white man was.
I think that locals areat fault too. It may not necessarily be the white mans fault. im sure if you had people fluttering all over u all the time, teasing and flirting and making you feel like a king, pretty soon you'd just sit back and enjoy the attention.
I read this article a few months ago, which was actually written in october last year. It was a white man talking about his experience with the locals over here. He stated that a few years back, he had an incident in an MRT train, while talking to a chinese girl. He told her that he was from a town in North Dakota( i cant really remember the exact name), but he mentioned that it was actually a very poor town where people lived almost below the poverty line. Howver when he told the chinese girl where he was from, she said " wow it must be a great place to live in''
Singaporeans have this mentality that whites from america are extremely rich.
When he asked her how singapore was, she replied Quote '' 'Hell no. Singapore is so low-class. I prefer the USA''
He also went on to say later in the article that wherever he walked around in singapore hand in hand with a blonde american babe, other americans would just give him a warm look. However it was different in the case for the Singaporeans because they treated him like 'god'.
Even when you go to clubs, you can see some singaporean girls making out with white men thrice their age. I mean, what do they have that able bodied asian men do not?
Looking and reading through all of these, and from my own experiences,I think we should start to come out of the shell and not just respect someone because of the colour of their skin, or their cool accents, but to respect them for who they are, whether, white,black or asian.
(PS: Different people may have different views about this, i am just stating my point of view)
Today my fellow friends is Friday the fuggin 13th.
It actually never occured to me today was black friday, until Naz( proud member of the kkj gang) called me at 6 in the evening and told me..
I dont believe in all these crap susperstitions actually.. like, throwing salt behind your back will cause something bad to happen. ive done that billions of times, but nothing bad has happened..... so far..
But, should i start believeing in certain superstitions.?Like when a black cat walks past you, its a bad sign? I remember last year i was walking back home with a nice big juicy potato and chicken filled curry puff in my hands.. Then all of a sudden this black cat just scurried past me."Holy shit".. Then when i wanted to take the first bite of my curry puff after the traumatic incident, it just dropped onto the ground.. I was mortified.. flabbergasted.. ( okok i wont use any 'chim' words nemore)
"""I was just shocked... ""
My 60 cent succulent curry puff .. and i hadn't even had a chance to taste it.
Today, a series of 'bad' events happened to me..
1) I thought i had chosen the easiest problem to solve for PBL, but it ended up to be the toughest one and i had a HARD time doing research on it. --was basically about the controversy behind human cloning
2) I had this huge craving for chicken rice today and asked my friend to help me get a pack.When she came back she said ' oh sorry but no more chicken rice..'.. i mean.. what the hell??
3) A huge bumble bee was resting on my arm since god knows when and i didnt know.. and i HATE bumble bees.. once i saw it i screamed and freaked out everyone.
4) It was the first time i had written so much for my RJ aka Rp homework. I had spent 20 minutes of my time doing it.. Suddenly something happened and the screen went blank.. And i had to redo it all over again.!
5) Today the teacher decided that she did not want the whole team to present , but instead she would choose someone and they had to do it on their own.. yesyes.. there's no suspense here.. I was picked..
tsk tsk... some day huh... superstitions.. bahhhh
Sunday, 8 May 2005
Yes..These are my Parents. Although naggy most of the time.. i still love em.
A whole Glassful of Bandung just for me
A mountain of fried Lice..oops.. i mean fried Rice
Couldn't sleep yesterday.. Was seriously so bored.. i didnt know what to do.. Was chatting with Jega on MSN and he told me thr was a match between Real Madrid and Racing Santander at 1.55 in the morning.
This is the third time ive been having this nightmare in 4 weeks.Does it mean something?
Many dream experts agree that recurring dreams, dreams that you keep having over and over, probably have some sort of special meaning. Even if you consider most of your dreams to be strange stories that don't relate to your normal life, it could be that a dream that keeps reappearing is trying to tell you something. You might want to try remembering the details of a recurring dream and making sense of what it might be telling you.
MY dreAm: ME and a bunch of friends took MRT to redhill.. Redhill wasn't your average redhill.. it was cold and bleak and not located in Singapore. Once all of us got out of the MRT, we entered this totally different world.. filled with hills covered with snow.. actually..the whole place was covered in snow and ice. I had my laptop with me too.. and like in real life, i had just finished the operation on my leg when i was there. All of us.. rented a car and drove up to the hills. On the way, suddenly something happened and the car crashed into a big rock.I remember being thrown out of the car, together with Fahmezah.. I dint die.. the next thing i knew.. i got up.. my head covered in blood.. but fully conscious. The rest of them had got up too.. Fahmezah and 2 others however were just lying down there not moving.. I started crying.. and out of nowhere fahmezah came up and said : shruthi.. im not dead! i was so happy.. But the other 2, were dead.. for sure.. And then my laptop came into the picture.. nothing had happened to it.. it still looked brand new.
The remaining of us.. walked up the hill and when we reached the summit started unpacking our things. Then, i started thinking about the previous dream that i had.. In that dream, i had died being in this same place and the same time, due to the extreme cold.
Can u imagine? In my dream.. i think about another dream.. Wierd..
So, I told my firneds that i had to leave this place and go back.. And one of them said yah.. of not the metal plate in your leg will contract, your bones will become brittle and your leg will break.. It was already night time.. Next thing i know.. i jumped off a huge cliff and escaped from the cold and bleak place..
Adn i woke up after that today at 1 in the afternoon.. Everything seems to be interconnected somehow
i seriously wonder what its trying to tell me.. Hopefully i aint gonna die or something.. !!
A father figure, a dear friend, a much loved president and a professional colleague - the late Dr Wee Kim Wee was all these and more to many who came to pay their last respects at the Istana on Tuesday.
Facts about the late Dr Wee Kim Wee Many people remember him as a man who had lived a full life. Dr Wee Kim Wee was elected President of the Republic of Singapore by Parliament on 30 August 1985.
In his younger days, Mr Wee was an active sportsman. He played badminton, table tennis, basketball and soccer. In 1937, he was junior singles badminton champion of Singapore. He spent many years serving various badminton bodies of Singapore and Malaya (later Malaysia), and ended up as president of the Singapore Badminton Association and vice-president of the Badminton Association of Malaya. He had also been active in social services serving in various clubs and associations. For several years, he was chairman of SATA (Singapore Anti-Tuberculosis Association).
Mr Lee : "The most important thing about him was his very easy and unassuming way with people. He liked people, people sense this and they like him.
"He was a very gracious, very kind, and warm person. And it was a first impression, a very reliable one, because that's the way he was; and when he was president, that's the way many Singaporeans sensed him and warmed to him." - CNA /de/ct
Happy Labour day my fellow peeps! Wait.. wasnt labour day yesterday? ok.. Happy Belated Labour day my fellow peeps!
Today is such a super boring day as usual.. Thank god it has finally started to rain.. FINALLY
Some pretty wierd stuff happened today in msn.. Two people had added me in msn a long time ago.. some indian dude.. probably the bila bila kind.. i dont know.. Today another one added me.. i was wondering how he got my email address because i hadnt published it anywhere.. When i asked him.. he said.. i got it via msn.. what the heck is that supposed to mean? Anyway.. the wierd thing was that all three of them happened to have the SAME attitude..
I dont know why... but they gave me hugs and kisses and flowers.. UGHH.. I dont dig that dudes.. seriously..
theor policy is tt once they give me a hug or a flower.. i HAF to return it back to them.. or the lil mofos would be upset.. yeah right!
MR X : here's this for you (flower)
ME : huh?
MR X : Accept it
( i dont reply)
MR X: Why dont you want to accept it? anything wrong? dont you like me?
Well screw you you bunch of mofo's.. childish.. i mean cmon.. do it once.. its okay.. but keep on repeatedly doing it to a person whom u barely even know.. now thats seriously irritating.. and the thing was.. all three of them were doing this to me.. The trauma i was facing.. i was so stressed out.. i felt like swallowing a diamond and ending my life then and there.. If only i had a diamond..
One dude started talking about my waist.. and thongs and god knows what else.. His brain probably had gone hay-wire cos of the hot weather.. For details just ask me.. HAHA
So.. i just took the easiest way out.. nono.. not ending my life..( if i did i wouldn't be writing this right now..) but just blocking and deleting thm.. yes.. yes.. i know some of you must be thinking why i wasn't smart enough to do it earlier..
i just wanted to state the things they talked about ya'll.. the mofo's must be friends.. definately.. i know what their intentions r.. i aint stupid...
anyways.. tts basically what happened.. why do i have to come across such people?